the life and times of a yogi mama

We must take sides…

…how naïve we were, that the world did know and remained silent. And that is why I swore never to be silent whenever wherever human beings endure suffering and humiliation. We must take sides. Neutrality helps the oppressor, never the victim. Silence encourages the tormentor, never the tormented. Sometimes we must interfere…” ~ Elie Wiesel

I came across this quote today, and couldn’t help but think of the girls who are being violated right now, today. As I sit in my comfortable office doing my work. Feeling bad about my good fortune is of no help to anyone. But using those feelings to spur myself into action which generates funds to help those girls…that’s something I can do. I can create something of value that people are willing to purchase, or give away my services as a yoga teacher. I’m working on a couple of fundraising projects…I’m going to sell body lotion, decorative matchstick holders, and tshirts. I’m also going to teach donation only classes. A good friend is going to help me create an event. Is there something I can do for you that will generate funds for these girls?

To donate: select “Global Seva Challenge – India” and “Elyse Leeds Acanda”

Read Elie Wiesel’s full Nobel acceptance speech Delivered delivered in Oslo on December 10, 1986. It is beautiful.

I have committed to raise $20k to help save girls and women from sex trafficking. In conjunction with Off the Mat, Into the World, I will be working on this project all year, aiming to raise the funds by December 15. I am open to fundraising ideas large and small! If there is something I can do for you in exchange for a donation, please don’t hesitate to mention it!

I know it seems like an impossible undertaking…to eradicate sex trafficking. The more I learn about the problem, the more overwhelming it seems. It really helps me to focus on this instruction from the Talmud. Each of us should do what we can. Even if it seems like a drop in the bucket.

whoever saves one life…saves the world entire.

If I focus on saving only one girl, I feel powerful.

Learn more about the Global Seva Challenge India

This video will help you understand, as it did for me. She is a powerful advocate.
“Don’t tell me a hundred ways how you can not respond to this problem. Can you apply your mind for that one way that you can respond to the problem?”

I AM GOING TO RESPOND. Will you help me? 

Donate here. On this page, select “Global Seva Challenge – India” from the Off The Mat® Program* pulldown, and then select “Elyse Leeds Acanda” on the second pulldown. Namaste.

Pobrecito

Oh poor little blog, so neglected. I have the best intentions, but seriously, no time. Since March, life has been on fast-forward and I feel myself changing. At the OTM immersion in March, I realized two major things that have been holding me back and I feel freer and stronger since. Being a part of the OTM community has reminded me who I am and has given me the strength to reclaim that confident, audacious girl.

I just spent five days in Vermont at Wanderlust, staying in a house with OTM leaders…totally exceeded any expectations I had.  I met soulmates who inspire me to really live my truth without apologizing.  People who are happy and excited and unafraid to express their feelings.  I had so many moments of joy and laughter.  This is why blogging is so time consuming…it’s so hard to put into words the exhilaration and love!

Check out a few friends from Wanderlust and what they’re doing…

To Haiti with Love: buy a mala to donate to Haiti through OTM

Third Eye Threads: super cute yogi clothes

And my new theme song… Michael Franti’s Say Hey. I wish you could listen to it while doing a super sweaty Seane Corn vinyasa flow in a tent at Wanderlust and dancing and jumping like a wild woman on your mat… :)

Awakening

I’ve just returned from DC where I was part of the Off the Mat, Into the World™ Intensive for the past five days. I have so much to share! I’m in a state of clarity like never before, and I’m going to stay there! OTM uses yoga as a “tool for relationship and community and to break down any division between us and them.” It was super powerful. Stay tuned…I’m going to do a bit of processing here on my blog to keep it fresh in my mind and also share the lessons with others.

To wean or not to wean…

My baby boy, at 18 months, is not at all interested in weaning. He loooooooves his boobies! My daughter wasn’t nearly as intense—by this age, she had completely rejected the right breast as not worth her time and effort—too much work for too little milk. She would practically roll her eyes at that poor low achiever. But the boy is determined not to miss a drop. He goes back and forth aggressively, from the left to the right, three or four times at each feeding if I allow him!

The only reason I’m even considering the idea of weaning is because of upcoming work travel. I nursed my daughter until she was two. But four day trips to the west coast + breast pump = unhappy mommy. My boy has recently begun to refuse my milk in a bottle or sippy cup, so all the frozen leche I have stocked up is probably destined for the trash. I was more than happy to pump it when I knew he would consume it later…I always said HELL NO to pumping and dumping!

Now I’m considering weaning him over the next 90 days so that I can travel to San Diego in peace, breast-wise. It’s just so hard to deny him, because I will also feel deprived of that sweet connection with the last baby I’ll ever nurse!

Time

I can’t believe how quickly the time passes. It’s been a year since I last posted here, my baby is almost two, and we’re off to Cuba again in two weeks. My resolution for 2011 is the same reason I started this blog: my own personal quest for discipline and consistency! I’m going to post and practice daily in 2011. I’m going to let go of my attachment to perfection and just do something. A little bit goes a long way, I know this. Do your practice and all is coming.

Cracking Up

Hello!  I’m sorry for the long silence!!  We took a family vacation for three weeks to visit my husband’s family in Cuba and I’m just now finding a few minutes to get back here.  I am incredibly glad to be back in the US.  Maybe another day I’ll tell you why—it’s a long story filled with murdered pigs, pebble-filled pillows, ants, and flies.

My stress level is so high these days, I literally feel like I’m going to crack.  I’m worrying more than ever before, and it’s no good.  It is hard to shake it off and stay positive.  I got on my mat today and worked some of it out…yoga is my saving grace and the only thing that stills my racing mind.  I’ve been laying awake after nursing the baby during the night, using alternate nostril pranayama to calm down enough to sleep a bit more…last night it took an hour.

I love my horoscope today (this is for all the Libras):

For days, just about everyone you know and love has been telling you that things will get better if you just hang tough and keep your chin up. Just this once, they are actually right. You can stop worrying now, and forget about the thousand little things that have been keeping you from getting a good night’s sleep for far too long. Just relax and the stars will work it out!

Incredibly on target, both for me and my twin brother!  My favorite mantra is ABUNDANCIA.  That word spins and turns on my screen saver, it’s engraved on my iPod, and it’s on my vision board.  The challenge is to maintain the mindset—to see the abundance I already have and FEEL grateful and full of hope.  I know in my heart this is the way to live.  Right now so many things in my life are in flux, and that makes me uncomfortable.  I used to be more comfortable being uncomfortable, but now it feels heavier…now I’m responsible for two little people and I don’t want them to suffer.

I’m going through a phase of change, uprooting the known, the comfortable routine, and it’s hard.  How do you handle change?  Even if you knew you were following your passion, did you find yourself weighed down with huge doubt and worries?  How do you stay positive?

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